Musings from a Random Mind


I had a bit of a rough day...I'm still encouraged mind you, but it was a challenging day nonetheless. So here are some relationship/dating related random thoughts that I have been thinking about lately:

(1) Why? Why am I not enough.

(2) The one "courting" me is wonderful...why is that not enough for me...

(3) I love my life, my career, my work I do for God, my organizations, why can't I just allow that to be enough for now...

Just forget about those random thoughts, too depressing to think about all the what ifs and dead ends that seem to accompany my thoughts of late...I just don't understand how I can be so enamoured and frustrated at the same time. I just have to keep reminding myself that I only have control over my own actions and emotions, I can't assume about anyone else.

I think I will make a list of positive traits about me as a girlfriend/wife

I, personally, think I'm a pretty good catch...I'm fairly cute (well at least I take good photos), very attentive to the needs of whomever I'm in a relationship with, very flexible in terms of letting my man do his own thing (I have too much to do to keep tabs on someone day and night), well educated and insightful when the need arises, I always acknowledge when I'm wrong and am quick to apologize for my actions, I love to laugh and be silly. I am down to earth and real. I don't play games. Faithful and Committed...always.

And here are the negatives (or areas for improvement):

Moody...I can get downright bitchy given the right circumstance, and my words can be sharp. That's why I am extra careful about how I say things and what I say. Words are powerful and once you say something, you can't take it back.

Stubborn...I'll admit when I am wrong, but if I think I'm right about something...then you are in for a fierce debate, I take no prisons and I remember everything from every conversation I've ever had with anyone I've been romantically interested in...

Impatient (only at times)...I've been learning to be more patient, it's a process, and I'm getting better each day.

Sensitive when in love...my heart is easily broken...but I have always been able to get right back up...

There is more to this list, but it felt good to let some things out. This was a random post, I have no idea where it came from or why.

Peace & Blessings all...

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